Influence as Capital

In Leo Tolstoy’s War and Peace, we read: “Influence in the world is a capital, which must be carefully guarded if it is not to disappear.”

The character who thinks so also thinks that “if he were to beg for all who begged him to do so, he would soon be unable to beg for himself.” That is why he rarely uses his influence. He prefers to save it for a rainy day.

Influence is a capital, but there is more than one way to use it. You can spend influence (like you spend money), and you can also invest it.

You can spend influence on favors, for instance. The more favors you ask from a person, the less influence you’ll have over him. Eventually, you’ll run out of influence, and you can no longer ask for favors. (The number of favors you can request depends on the “cost” of the favor and the number of influence “points” you have.)

Investing influence is a little different. It goes like this: The son of someone important is looking for a job, so you help him find work by using the influence you have in the company you work for. In this case, you did not spend your influence, you invested it. In the future, the son will be ready to return the favor, and the father will use a bigger influence for you to get something you want. (Note, however, that all investments come with risks. You may invest your influence but get nothing in return.)

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July 18, 2019: Start Again

Abandoning the book I’ve been working on for the last 10 years. Inhale, delete folder, exhale. This isn’t the easiest thing I’ve done. I’m not even sure if I’m doing the right thing. But I know I must move on.

It could have been a masterpiece. Too bad.

Yesterday, I started working on a new novel. I don’t have the whole plot planned out yet, but I was able to draft the first chapter in one day. I sent it to friends to get some feedback. Five out of seven already replied. Not bad. They like where this is going. So let’s see.

Ever since I have accepted that I am not a “writer”, I’ve been writing more. I’m no longer a perfectionist, and I can now actually get things done. So far, so good.

Every time you kill a dream, a new one is born.