Château Kefraya Les Exceptions Carignan

Lebanese Wines: Château Kefraya Les Exceptions Carignan

Name: Château Kefraya Les Exceptions Carignan 2018
Type: Red Wine
Grapes: Carignan
Year: 2018
Country: Lebanon
Region: Beqaa Valley
Date Consumed: January 28, 2024

A sunrise, a vineyard, stairs that invite you
to enter darkness.
Paintings on the walls of a cold, dark cellar
— unsmiling fathers, grandfathers, and great-grandfathers.
Wines waiting, wines forgotten,
spiderwebs like dreamcatchers,
time machines in bottles.
Although you can’t travel back in time,
you can still experience the past
in the present
by drinking the potion.
But you know this very well:
We don’t drink wine to remember,
nor do we drink to forget.
We drink wine to make
memories that, in the future,
we might want to forget.

Château Kefraya Les Exceptions Cabernet Sauvignon 2016

Lebanese Wines: Château Kefraya Les Exceptions Cabernet-Sauvignon 2016

Name: Château Kefraya Les Exceptions Cabernet-Sauvignon 2016
Type: Red Wine
Grapes: Cabernet-Sauvignon
Year: 2016
Country: Lebanon
Region: Beqaa Valley
Date Consumed: January 21, 2024

Sweet black cherry,
sweeter than the average cabernet-sauvignon wines I’m used to,
sweeter than the dream I had about you.
Medium tannins. Ripe fruits,
riper than the apple picked by the viper
from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil.
A sip of sin, the original sin,
which simply means: “Now that you know,
you’re responsible.”
A sip of sin so pleasurable
I hear you pant,
see you undress, pull down your pants,
and wait for me.

January 22, 2024: On Over-Motivation

Motivation overdose is as hindering as sloth. The fetters of over-motivation are made of the same material as the ones used to make the fetters of idleness. Only the former is much more attractively designed than the latter.

Of course, it’s simply an excess or lack of motivation that I’m dealing with here — too full to work versus too hungry to work.

The idle man is one “motivation” (push) away from becoming productive. The overly motivated man has been pushed so hard that he finds himself outside of Earth’s stratosphere. The overly motivated man, so that he becomes productive again, needs to decrease the amount of burning motivation in him one way or the other.

Like a man who has thrown too many logs into the campfire, the whole forest is at risk now.

I’ve been experiencing over-motivation more frequently since the start of the year, and it’s becoming very frustrating. To solve this, I’ve been trying to channel this overabundance of energy into creative activities, such as writing poems, reading difficult books, and composing songs. But even this isn’t enough most of the time. My mind is like a hungry frog’s tongue, catching one flying idea after another and putting them inside me even though I’m full. How can I deal with this? It may feel amazing, but the end result is disappointing. Eating so that you have available calories during exercise is one thing, but eating until you explode is another.

I wake up with a list of self-improvement action items I’d like to complete during the day. I really want to do them, but I end up doing almost nothing about them. Why? Too much motivation.

Over-motivation is deadly; it can even impede the attainment of ordinary goals. You become so motivated that it becomes impossible to sit down (or go out) and get to work. You want to do everything at once; however, since that is impossible, you end up doing nothing instead. It’s an “all or nothing” kind of feeling. And it’s bad.

The energy flows in your veins like abounding electricity generated by vast amounts of fossil fuel. You may even feel like a nuclear power plant. But the electricity you are generating is going to waste. Your mind is flooded with ideas, plans, and objectives that seem so achievable, within a hand’s reach. But these achievable objectives are like mirages in deserts. The overdose of motivation makes you run towards the oasis, but when you get there, there’s nothing but hot sand colored by the blazing sun.